YOU WILL NOT FIND THIS AT FAMILY DOLLAR

I found an ancient photograph of a collage I created in 2010.
I fucked with it.
Here is the result.

TOMAHAWK FOR BREAKFAST

SWAG BAG

MeSsaGeS from The Person on Your Mind ✨❣️💌❣️✨ ALL SIGNS ✨❣️💌❣️✨

(((send me the basslines of the future)))

BLACK FRIDAY DIARY

My husband is blasting his favorite kind of music from his room. Sounds like KISS. It's really lusty and emphatic. We're both Gen X but he was born in 1965 and I was born in 1973. There is a difference. He started laughing when I played this song for him. Not his jam. It is my latest favorite song. I'm so obsessed I looked up Cameron Winter's natal chart. Yes. He is in fact a Pisces with a Scorpio moon. I don't love that Geese will be playing Coachella next year with the usual suspects but such is the nature of the beast. There's a lot of shit to this world but sometimes you will find glints of gold. Cherish those. 

I've been going down the newsletter rabbit hole. Fuck it. All this noise gets in the way of actual writing. I don't have time to figure out a goddamn template and then invite people to subscribe. I'm not on Facebook or Instagram. Thus. I do not exist. I have eight subscribers at X. I pretty much live at YouTube. Someone, something...God, Jesus, Santa Muerte, Joan of Arc, Lester Bangs, my late Sagittarius grandfather...keeps suggesting that I write. I was writing again but now I've lost the spiral notebook. I have stacks of books and magazines and tarot cards and crystals and clothes and makeup and wigs and records. But where is the spiral notebook that will become my next nonlinear novel? I need a year or at least a month alone in a cabin. But here in this house there is a xmas tree and cornbread I made from scratch and dishes always laundry always and love comments and hate comments on my tarot videos and goddamn a bitch gets tired and just wants to disappear. 

I still don't know how to play guitar but I keep playing, anyway. I really loathe the smell of palo santo. Maybe I'll simmer some cinnamon on the stove. 

xmascore

HOW WILL 2025 end for YOU ??? ‼️💀‼️ aLL siGNs ✨💫🦋💕💚💕🦋💫✨

consider the source

your vortex or mine |subliminal loop|

swooncaKe PReSs

VORTEXED

JOE PACHINKO'S THE URINALS OF HELL

BLACK FRIDAY

INSTANT PUSSY #69

apple pie from scratch

goddamn, geese...y'all are professionals

taking a break from listening to Cocaine and Taxes over and over again

brain rot

O B S E S S E D

influences include

J Dilla

Bull of Heaven

Billy Joel

Dolly Parton

Billie Holiday

Buddy Holly

 

something about two Ls
in a row
puts me in the throes
of oh hell yeah 

LEO DRUMS + AQUARIUS GUITAR

full moon in gemini 2025

ROXI XMAS

V I C I O U S

one stop xmas shop

stickers

mugs

hoodies

shower curtains

eTceTeRa

 

(sorry, no vibrators at this time) 

yokocore

TOFU

SPIT IT OUT

not a haiku but close enough #X #TWEET #fucKcoMMaS

He's a tacky overgrown toddler
with a shitty diaper
throwing a tantrum in Family Dollar.

$TRUMP 

you sexy thing

GULF of DYSTOPIA

1973 TV

we need extra vaseline

READ A FUCKING BOOK

GREAT VALUE CHEESE ES BUENO!!!

swooncaKe PReSs

TaRoT noiSe

Renegade Life

gentle reminder xxx noiSe LooP xxx

here on business

T O L E D O

T O L E D O

TaRoT noiSe

GOD SAVE THE QUEEN

available
on various
products
hang it
above
your
pristine potty
if you
have one

LET THEM EAT CAKE

full moon in taurus 2025

XMAS CHEX MIX

s o o t h e d

xmlvx superb owl xmlvx

xxx super cherry extra xxx

aLMoST ciNeMaTiC

HOLIEST DAY

November 1st of any year is the holiest day because I say it is. Selah.

"You're going to reap just what you sow." 

 

Huginn has been telling me to write for a few years now.  
I've been telling Huginn to fuck all the way off.
"Huginn. Writing doesn't put the delicious tacos on my plate."

 

That's what it's about on this planet. Putting delicious tacos on your plate. We all know this. But tacos or no tacos, I have to write. It is in my blood. Sangre. Writing is in my sangre. I don't know where this fire came from. It didn't come from my Taurus dad. It didn't come from my Gemini mom. We are a little bit our parents. We are a little bit our environment. But we are much more than that. I look to Western astrology for clues. I have Mercury in Pisces in the seventh (house of Libra) square Saturn in Gemini in the tenth (house of Capricorn). Tight. Mercury, my chart ruler, opposes my first house Virgo moon. I have to write.

Today I woke up and scribbled in my spiral notebook. I recorded my ramble and uploaded it to Patreon for my top two tiers. The ramble was regarding Saturn in Aries. The last time Saturn was in Aries was 1996-1998. Aries is my eighth house, the house of Scorpio. I died in 1996. I died in 1997. I died in 1998. I died in 1999. I'm not talking about a near death experience. I'm talking about pain. I'm talking about hurting so bad you wish for death. In January 1999 I turned off all the lights in the house in Greenwood Forest (off Junction Highway, in between Kerrville and Ingram, Texas) and played Billie Holiday in the dark. I drank cheap blush wine from the bottle. I drank vodka from the bottle. I swallowed a few allergy pills. I screamed at God. He was deaf. He was mute. There was no response. I looked for my Virgo stepdad's pistol. Couldn't find it. 

I'm here. I'm in pieces. I'm whole. I'm fragmented. I'm a mess. I'm intact. I'm energetic as hell. I thrum. I myself am hell.  I am deliberate and afraid of nothing.

I see a culling process. I see a harvest. Saturn moves into Aries in February 2026. Boots on the fucking ground. Die or be killed. That will make sense if you think really hard, harder than you are used to. People are lazy and entitled and looking outside themselves for all the clues and answers. Watch a YouTube tutorial. Consult the stars. Consult the cards. Shake the Magic 8 Ball. Better not tell you now. But you will come to a place where the only thing you feel are loaded guns in your face and you'll have to deal with pressure.

 

DEACTIVATED

signed copies available

c u l e b r a

maS! maS! MAS!

rock out with cock out

xxx roxi xmas xxx

jesus jenny craig

FRoST BanK SPuRS

When Good Writing isn't ENOUGH

I just deleted an email with that phrase.
Good writing is never enough.
If good writing were enough I'd be living in my dream mansion in Todos Santos right now.
Swimming naked in my pool with purple lights.
Sleeping in my immaculate cloud bed.
Waking up to green tea on the patio.

You have to know Elizabeth Gilbert and Oprah and Drew Barrymore.
Do you have a podcast? Bueno.
Do you have a table at AWP? Cool.

Is your daddy a professor at Berkeley?
Girl. You are on FIRE. 

san antonio garage

What would he tell you if he had the BALLS??? ‼️⚽️⚾️🎾🏀🏈‼️ pick a card 🔥💥...

Scorpio Rising Subliminal black screen + rain noise

‼️‼️🩵⁉️⁉️ meSsaGeS from someplace eLSe ‼️‼️🩵⁉️⁉️ collective TaRoT reading

GAY LiKe TeXaS & RoXi XmaS xxx subliminal noiSe video loop xxx

!@#$%& mercury retrograde !@#$%& noiSe LooP xxx#$#xxx

wOw TaRoT wOw

caw libra culebra xxx noiSe LooP xxx

e N e R G Y

new moon in libra 2025

BUY SUPER CHERRY EXTRA

It's about damn time. My latest and possibly last poetry collection is now available at Amazon. I have several copies you can purchase directly from me. I'll be selling this book and the debut cassette with the same title in Toledo, Ohio next month.

hard launch xxx noiSe loop xxx

looped to filth

spotify numero uno

TRASHCORE

What Would He Tell You if he had the BALLS? ⚽️ 🏀⚾️🏈 all signs 🏈⚾️🏀⚽️ LiB...

!!! MAS APPLAUSE !!!

!!!!!! APPLAUSE !!!!!!

skipping libra season ‘cause it’s too nice & pumpkin spice

DIE AI DIE DIE DIE

MARS conjunct MERCURY in ♏️/my 3rd houSe: INTENSE TRANSMISSIONS 🔥🙀🔥

SIX SEVEN |||noiSe LooP|||

woodcutter's wife

BACH eTceTeRa

new moon in libra alpha waves meditation

oh so delicious

nah, cowgirl, you ain't ophelia

basic billionaire pop star

$SHAFT !!!noiSe LooP!!! #RSI #SOLANA #CRYPTO

BeST cooKie on the PLaNeT !!! noiSe LooP !!!

clarence wants you to have this book

RADIO AZUL

pick your poison xxx noiSe loop xxx

verbed aries moon xxx noiSe LooP xxx

noiSe loops

full moon in aRieS funK ||| noiSe loop ||| xxx viSuaLiZeR xxx

bunny bueno

ALL SIGNS 💫🎸💫 all audio 💫🎸💫 What You Don’t See Coming 🙀👀⁉️

full moon in aries xxx rain subliminal xxx

full moon in aRieS 2025 xxxoxxx noiSe LooP xxxoxxx

What's in My Bag? Janie's Record Shop Edition |San Antonio| @runecast9640

full moon //aRieS// 2025

pueRTo RiCo TeXaS ||| noiSe LooP |||

extra ketchup//ketchupcore

volatility in veGaS ||| noiSe loop |||

when bells were still ringing

oh show us girl don't be shy

tear the petals off one by one

five or six years of bad blood

girl you better listen good

showgirl in exile

BaNaNa moSH piT ||| noiSe loop |||

dear maggie's stupid urban fighter guitar ||| noiSe loop |||

For My Father

Misti Velvet Rainwater-Lites in A Thousand Syllables or LESS

I don't salute any flag on this planet.
I don't think owning a gun collection makes you a bad ass.
I don't think owning a bunch of books makes you an intellectual.
I don't think praying to Jesus makes you a Christian.
I don't think disavowing tarot makes you morally superior.
I don't think rejecting magical thinking makes you smart.
I don't think crystals make you spiritually superior.
I don't think burning incense makes you a witch.
I don't think writing poetry makes you especially interesting.
There are a lot of bad poems.
There are a lot of bad people.
There's a lot of unnecessary posturing and blabbering.
No one is holy.
I'm not Drew Barrymore.
I don't get down on my knees for any motherfucker.
Pedestals are stupid.
There are no heroes.
There are no more lovers left alive.
I grabbed that from the Pet Shop Boys.
I haven't had sex since November 2016.
It isn't your fault.
I'm not an embittered crone.
I'm a witch like Yoko Ono but not as rich and not as sexy.
I will never have sex again.
Carve it in stone.
I will never fall in love again.
Carve it in stone and paint it black.
This is not a poem.
This is a Ted Talk.
I have a few first editions.
I have more than a few crystals.
I have rings and bracelets and too many t-shirts.
I have a pair of fuck me heels on top of a bookcase.
I don't wear heels.
I don't close down the karaoke bar.
I don't want anyone's tongue in my mouth but mine.
I'm feeling Johnny Rotten circa "No Feelings."
I've got the same little britches to get glad in.
I've blocked my mom and her mom from my iPhone.
I love the idea of Vegas becoming a wasteland.
I'll return to Vegas when there are no trust fund brats left.
I'm giddy inhaling the smoke of every bridge I've burned.
You are not the boss of me.
I'm the King of Dirk.

eat prey love

TRASH HUMAN ||| karmic noiSe loop |||

no sex no drugs no gluten no pepsi

TEXTING RINGO

breathe baby breathe

gracias por nada xxx noiSe loop xxx

waxing melting bleeding

CURRENTLY READING |||noiSe video|||

merry as hell and hot from the oven

2525 portal xxx subliminal noiSe loop xxx

BLURB

Misti Rainwater-Lites knows everything, and it's all in her newest book Super Cherry Extra, 70+ West Texas punk vibe pages tumbling out in melodic cliches, kaleidoscopic cultural images from the delightful first poem to the last. She's in charge of every line from the get go, and you can't wait to see where she's going, somewhat like a movie. In Mundo Muerte, "The world ends tomorrow. Ready set GO. Smoke fills every room. The fire is sponsored by PRADA. 'None of this is real,' says Madonna." The energy of each poem is explosive, and yet so subtle you will read them with your heart in your throat. And don't read the last revealing poems first. Save them. You need this book for its fabulous brilliance!

 

~Susan Ward Mickelberry, author of And Blackberries Grew Wild 

MONEY: THE MOVIE

maKe eXTRa cash

veRiFY you aRe huMaN

the air thrums with an unborn alphabet

shelley duvall estate sale

GCP LOOP

new moon in virgo ground clear protect prayer

one small diced tomato ||| noise loop |||

warm virgo moon ||| noise loop |||

warmest new moon in a million years

CAMP CLIMAX

andy called 3 times today

GATITO xxx noiSe loop xxx friday night//saturday morning

be happy !!! noise loop !!!

KING SUCKER ||| noiSe LooP |||

prada loops

SALUD, HANS BELLMER

SUPER CHERRY EXTRA

pick a card |his exact thoughts and feelings| tarot reading

KILGORE TROUT

new york fashion week bible // onward christian soldiers

immediate service

SIDE B

SIDE A

cat ate your vcr

oh beautiful for spacious

LUKE PLUS LAURA

KISS MY GRITS

9/11/2025

your halloween candy in my valentine mouth

gen pop for life

Super Cherry Extra

emotional support

COTTON is HIGH

COMO DUELE

wish I'd had a Gemini Boyfriend in the 80s

deep neptune moon

chichaRRoNeS

BUNNY WITH A CHAINSAW

GEN X RADIO SHOW!!! Bunny with a CHAINSAW ft. @runecast9640

cat got your tongue

aLL siGNs 🔥🎸🔥 Their TRUE feelings ❤️🩵💛 no tarot//guitar

pick a card |your life in 2026| tarot reading

whole world's gone gay

alizarin crimson

sic semper tyrannis

sangre drips from six of her fingers

the moon must be waxing

(((moon in piSCeS)))

GEMINI + LEO

scorpio + aquarius

(((cancer)))

(((piSceS)))

cake with extra frosting

$10,000 CASH

RATTLESNAKE GUMBO

anarchist archivist

ate guitar

full moon // piSCeS // 2025

my throat is bigger than your boot

super cherry extra //calling david lynch\\

DIRTY SATURDAY

another blurb for Super Cherry Extra

 

"Misti Rainwater-Lites has a pink guitar that never seems to be in tune and she’s right. That really doesn’t matter, because her poetry rings, screams, and sings with real human honesty that’s more refreshing than any celebrity cucumber water could ever be. Her new book Super Cherry Extra is the antidote for those of us sick of the fake, soulless, plastic pop culture that inundates the hours we're awake and half of the ones we’re sleeping, too. It is relentlessly and recklessly authentic and written so well that the hard truth is easy to swallow. If you’re looking for proof that the punk spirit still lives, you’ve found it."

—Dan Denton, author of The Dead and The Desperate and others 

six pacific violets

out of milk and coffee

pick a card |does he really care about you?| tarot reading

moon glass

evil christian cousins

you ain't got no soul

beats not beets

BLURB for SUPER CHERRY EXTRA

 

URGENT MESAGES from AI!!! ft. @runecast9640 ALL SIGNS (((TIMELESS)))

san francisco hotel lobby

new moon // virgo // 2025

shaman sweat

THRUMMED

chaLiNo

chupacabra cinema

CARRIE DESERVES SOME HAPPINESS

BURNT OUT BASEMENT

desconocido

xmas elephant in the easter kitchen

diSToRTioN mediTaTioN |||noiSe loop|||

pamela loves liam loves pamela

midnight train going anywhere

deleting contacts from the iPhone

marshmallow shampoo

super cherry extra |||soothing noise subliminal|||

WIG STYLE 109

ANNUIT |||$$$noiSe loop$$$|||

PU$$Y POWER

DESTROY ALL MONSTERS |soothing noiSe subliminal|

LEO GATE 2028

DON'T TAKE THE BAIT !!! $ !!! #hacked #phishing #sponsorship

chineSe cyber eSpionage

SLOW ROW

you may be a lover but you ain't no dancer

you may be a lover but you ain't no dancer

great value twin flames

sleep sweet

sonic goat #artcore #soundcollage #noiSe

RUBY WOO

full moon in aquarius 2025

SIREN TAROT = MISTI #SirenTarot #tarotchannel #channeling #allsigns #goo...

SIREN TAROT CONTINUES

GOOGLE ACCOUNT RECOVERY

SOLO CUPS ON THE LAWN

JANE SPOTS DICK

party over here |210 noiSe loop|

EL CHARRITO

swimming is dangerous

the bitch writes books

signed copies available

TRUE CRIME

TRUE CRIME

scary thoughts & feelings

CLITCORE

drop another nickel in the machine

finished world |subliminal dream noiSe loop|

GREYSON JORDAN STONE |minimal mallsoft dream noiSe subliminal|

all the cool kids are drinking it

quadratic formula

new moon//leo//2025

hollywood ho

Gen X Radio Show !!! OZZY !!! We don't believe in twin flames. (((ft. @r...

new moon in leo 2025

ALL SIGNS ✨💥❤️💥✨ what do you REALLY need to know right now??? ✨🌹OZZY🌹✨ 🔥♐️🔥

new moon in LEO

basic glitch

brad's brain on ayahuasca

sugared saturday |san antonio| post punk future funk

ALL SIGNS ✨⚡️❤️⚡️✨ Who Wants You and WHY? No Cards!!! GUITAR!!! 💥🎸💥chann...

card of the day |18 july 2025| ten of swords !!! know when to fold 'em !!!

ciNCo de oRoS

s w o o n c a K e

old time religion

donde esta david lynch

Baby You Must Feel Soooo SEEN

super cherry extra //calling david lynch\\ unexpurgated version

super cherry extra //calling david lynch\\

i wanna do this, brutus, but i don't wanna pay

lynchcore

ISAIAH 32:17

get those steps in !!! c a r d i o !!!

BeST LIFE aVaiLaBLe |noiSe loop|

UGLY MYTHOLOGY |noiSe loop|

SO!!! uRaNuS is in GEMINI!!! now what??? |collective TaRoT reading|

rainwater lites

greenwood forest 1991

talk about the weather

TaLK aBouT The WeaTHeR |noiSe loop|

KERRVILLE

ABRE CAMINO

manifestation subliminal |soothing audio|

flooded fourth of july

WILD CARD GAME

RAT BASTARDS ARE WINNING

zero fat tarot

XXX $$$ XXX

$CHERRY

REGALO

zero fat zero debt

clown gravy continues

Waiting Room

TOWER OF STRENGTH

FOR THE NEIGHBORS

e string broke

"everything you done to me already done to you"

your halloween candy in my valentine mouth

Paris Will Have To Wait

They say Paris 2025 ain't quite as pretty as Paris 1935. 
I guess I'll take their word for it.

I still write on occasion. 

SO GAY FOR YOU

big beautiful bill

tape washed up on san francisco shore #evp #ghosttube

ANDREA DWORKIN 2004

go show your abs at the mall

nothing so polarizing as whole fat yogurt

melted like pepperjack on toasted sourdough

Cole Robinson's Pickle Juice Diet |chaotic noiSe loop|

Cole Robinson Ain’t The BOSS of Me ✨⚡️🥩⚡️✨ |noiSe|

loop that never ends even though you wish it would

Fat Old White Couple Sing The Blues & Talk About CVS ✨⚡️🤬⚡️✨

GEN X RADIO SHOW 🔥💫❤️💫🔥 Planet K Haul, y’all ✨💥🎊🩵🎊💥✨

full moon in capricorn 2025

pick a card |your specific person’s specific feelings| timeless tarot re...

sparkly like jesus |visualizer| |san antonio|

zero fat

shut up & deal

ALL SIGNS!!! Their TRUE Feelings!!! NO BS!!! FT. @runecast9640 xxxooxxx

intelligent discourse (nostalgia)

ANDREA DWORKIN HAUNTS AMERICA

I'm going to buy some overalls.
That is all you need to know.

NO WORDS ALLOWED

new moon in cancer 2025 |subliminal loop|

ALL SIGNS ✨💫🩵💫✨ what you don’t see coming ⚡️😳⚡️ !!!TIMELESS!!!

your favorite news channel

Gen X Radio Show!!! Kumbaya, My LORD...Kumbaya!!!

iran booty call

declassified

Cancer Season ✨💫🌜♋️🌛💫✨ collective TaRoT reading

new moon in cancer 2025

paris azul

GEN X RADIO SHOW!!! Chat GPT!!! $$$ manifesting a mountain $$$ FT. @rune...

sound advice

don't start nothin' won't be nothin'

31 pounds in 21 days

california propaganda

GEN X RADIO SHOW: Air Fryer! Tupac! Vegas! FANTA Orange!

HARD RESET |soothing noise subliminal|

TAROT NADA ✨🍒💀🍒✨ collective tarot reading ||saturday|| ||14 june 2025||

friday the 13th 2025 !!!mars square uranus!!! |||noiSe|||

puppets by elon

friday the 13th noiSe

GEN X RADIO SHOW: VEGAS MUERTE

energetically strategic

winter decibel

full moon in sagittarius 2025

fruit diet

noise demon

mnemosyne 1973

pick a card |how does he see you?| tarot reading

veNuSiaN sTaTic

full moon in sagittarius 2025

BOLT

Gee The Ducks Are Thick Tonight

shut your stupid glossy mouth

x party

ALIEN TRANSMISSION

ARCTURIAN STATIC

SUGAR FAST LIFE

removed god from the pledge

BROWN NOISE BLACK SCREEN |subliminal|

effervescence

molly in the matrix |noiSe subliminal|

INSIDE THE LOOP |noiSe subliminal|

GEN X RADIO SHOW: key parties eTceTeRa FT. @runecast9640

go hard or go to TuLSa

SCAM REPUBLIC

SUGAR FASTER!!! REMIX!!!

1986 wants its glitch back

manifest a million dollars, gary |basic money rain subliminal|

SPREAD OF THE DAY: keTo diSCo

radio found in mineral wells, texas |static subliminal|

ocho de bitch ass swords

BLUE ICE RADIO

SHIPWRECK RADIO

sick alien radio |transmissions from san antonio|

okay tech acceleration okay

SUGAR SAVED MY LIFE

dug from closet

post punk no wave vapor yacht

L A G R I M A S

Writing Again

I'm writing again. Mostly I'm obsessed with music. But it feels good to write again. I have a Big Chief tablet. I've scribbled song lyrics. I know the words but not the melodies. I've got Venus conjunct Neptune in Aquarius with my Scorpio son. We have been bonding over music since he was a baby. Before that, actually. I played music and sang for both of my babies as they grew in my womb in 1996 and 2007. 

Bull of Heaven |A Lovely Pear|

new moon in gemini 2025

GNAT FEVER |noiSe subliminal|