My brain is sludge. I haven't been on meds since 2011. I don't believe my problem is chemical. I believe I have blockage. Maybe I have mud in my third eye. "There must be something wrong with the machinery." I have resided on this planet for four decades. I feel like I should have shit figured out. I should own a cracker box casa. I should be able to tell people with a clear conscience:
Hello. My name is Clarity Such&Such. I live at 2222 Winner Way. I identify as White Heterosexual Honest Wage Earner Practicing Episcopalian. My ancestors came to America from Switzerland and France. Yes, I do donate to various charities and I attend open mics and art exhibits on a gregarious basis. I colon cleanse with alarming alacrity. LOL. Yes, I do shop at Whole Foods and I do believe America will transform into Rainbow Unicorn City (UTOPIA) when Bernie Sanders is sworn in as the 45th President of The United States of America. Last year I vacationed in St. Croix. This year I will vacation in The Hamptons with my wonderful husband, Brett (he's an orthodontist), and our beautiful matching children, Basil and Turmeric. I know these are challenging times which is why I shine my light at etsy and Pinterest. God is good!
Hello. My name is Clarity Such&Such. I live at 2222 Winner Way. I identify as White Heterosexual Honest Wage Earner Practicing Episcopalian. My ancestors came to America from Switzerland and France. Yes, I do donate to various charities and I attend open mics and art exhibits on a gregarious basis. I colon cleanse with alarming alacrity. LOL. Yes, I do shop at Whole Foods and I do believe America will transform into Rainbow Unicorn City (UTOPIA) when Bernie Sanders is sworn in as the 45th President of The United States of America. Last year I vacationed in St. Croix. This year I will vacation in The Hamptons with my wonderful husband, Brett (he's an orthodontist), and our beautiful matching children, Basil and Turmeric. I know these are challenging times which is why I shine my light at etsy and Pinterest. God is good!
i feel the same way about my "brain"- it's all in my third eye. though, i've been on pharmaceuticals for twelve years. blame them for everything. trying to get my psychiatrist's feelings on the same page as mine about my lithium intake. NO WANT NO MORE.
ReplyDeletelife is not fuzzy, but the way i generate information is. been trying to read dear dawn for weeks. hell. can't even read my own shit. can read yours, though. i remember when i read nova's gone potty in like three days- shit did i feel special. don't think i'll ever forget.
i feel the same way about my "brain"- it's all in my third eye. though, i've been on pharmaceuticals for twelve years. blame them for everything. trying to get my psychiatrist's feelings on the same page as mine about my lithium intake. NO WANT NO MORE.
ReplyDeletelife is not fuzzy, but the way i generate information is. been trying to read dear dawn for weeks. hell. can't even read my own shit. can read yours, though. i remember when i read nova's gone potty in like three days- shit did i feel special. don't think i'll ever forget.
Just now found this. I am humbled beyond fuck. Thank you. I feel invisible most of the time. Am I live or Memorex? ♤♡♢♧
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